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Im not at all afraid to express myself. Im very opinionated and i have crazy friends who i love. I always like doing risky, sometimes stupid things, but thats just what makes my life fun. :) Theres nothing im afraid to do, but you can't change my beliefs on certain things. The only things i hate are spiders:p. If you dont like me, well than get over it cuz honestly i dont care :D I'd rather live a short risky and fun life, than a long boring one :D <3

Thursday, June 16, 2011

a moments hello, a lifetimes goodbye

It takes a minute to say a simple hello, and a lifetime to let go of that drastic goodbye. It takes more muscles frown than it does to smile. I know the feeling of putting on a fake smile, and acting happy no matter how hard something is to hide, or how many tears you have to hold back. You pretend like your all the same, when on the inside even though you feel like your gonna cry you've truly grown stronger as a person. i know it and i can see it in your eyes. Stop trying to fool me i can see right through you. Im no stupid girl. We've all been through ups and downs so stop acting like your the only one and open up your eyes a little bit to see other people to. Im not saying your arent a big deal, but try to smile you'll use less muscles and maybe even have other peoples happiness rub off onto you. Im no fool, i know its hard but you never know unless you try.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Less than a buck, more than a hug

Sometimes all it takes is a simple hello, to strike a smile onto a person’s face. Sometimes it's just the comfort of knowing that they're always there for you. Sometimes it's the simple things that make happiness in our lives. We don't always have to go far to get what we want or to stand out to get the attention we want. Sometimes it’s just there, maybe even as simple as a teddy bear, that can mean so much to a person, A gift for an anniversary, birthday, Christmas, or the best reason, maybe just because they want too. You don't always have to spend money to get that happiness. Sometimes it’s just feeling that closeness to a person.
A recent gift of a teddy bear really struck me. Not only do i snuggle with it every night, like a little girl i know, but that every time i look at it, i think of the wonderful person that gave it to me. Their sweet smile, their twinkling eyes, and the way they always laugh at my corny little jokes that sometimes just slip out. My heart skips a beat every time i hear their voice even in my dreams, and everyday i pray and hope that the next night while I’m snuggling with that adorable stuffed animal of mine, that maybe you'll appear in my dreams once more, to see your face again, right in between day and day break... <3

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

You're too young to feel true emotions....liess


There is a difference between I love you and I like you...Obviously, we all know that. But is it for real or fake. Recently once or another time in our life we've all been told, I love you or to tell someone else. When you’re young, people think you can't really be in love. But that’s not true. There’s different measurements of love, of course theirs young love. But that doesn’t mean it’s not true love, there are just different maturities of love. When you find true love you'll know it. Don't let anyone tear you apart. Ever. Recent experiences of broken hearts, weather its death related, leaving, or just the end of a relationship doesn't mean you should give up hope. It's just the end o
f the beginning. I don’t know if you believe in God, or what your religion is. It's none of my business. But i believe in god. Often times I find myself questioning whether or not he's real but he's there, and when something bad happens it just a test, to see how much you can handle. To make you wait for something better to come along. It's hard to mend a broken heart; true feelings are sometimes hard to show. No matter how old you are. A broken heart is a broken heart. Love is love. And Tears are tears. It doesn't and shouldn't matter who you are, what race you are, your background, or whatever you have been or want to be. Everyone deserves a chance. You wouldn't understand your life without emotions. Emotions are everything, but some people don't get that your age doesn't matter; you experience love and hatred in different ways. Without both, you wouldn’t be human...You wouldn’t even be you. <3

Sunday, May 29, 2011

You Don't Know The Real Story Til You're In Their Shoes...

Stop and think for a minute...In the last day, maybe even in the last week. How many people have you judged? Whether it’s to their face, or in your mind it doesn’t make a difference. Ever stop to think that maybe you DONT know the whole story or what really goes on behind someone that makes them who they are? Maybe they can’t help it.. Today's society has gotten so out of control that we don't understand at all sometimes why things happen or what to do. There is so much of a fight to try to be perfect or to try to live the perfect life... To have the perfect looks, body, friends, clothes, and the list goes on, But why? The true reason for life was to be put on earth to be prepared for heaven. But what are we doing instead? Instead were running around stealing, murdering, worrying about our looks, and abusing other people. What has life come to but this horrible thing? Sometimes people try to be perfect because they simply think it will make them more likable...some do it to cover up what’s really going on inside so that people don’t see the real them. I’m not saying that there aren’t good people out there, because i know that there is...but what has the world come too? Why do you have to be so far away from our actual purpose of life...?